The Tranquil

I'm in the mode for jazz songs for short chaotic, heretic moment.

Discovered her after my friend suggested me to tune on Last.fm. 

He said get your ass sign in and be exposed with tons of music you never heard of!.

and yes ! I am glad that I signed myself !!

I've been looking for jazz singers.

and hell yeah ! Found lots lots lots ! of them ! 

I'm in heaven !

One of the singer that i like the most is Madeleine Peyroux !

Her sweet gentle voice, melt my heart away.

The subtle soothing song and vibrant, make me dream in the clouds. Those flying little birds.

please enjoy her songs !

One of my favorite is Once In A While and Summer Wind ! =)

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Madeleine Peyroux

Once In A While

From bad luck, I'm walkin' away
I'm not gettin' stuck, I'm not gonna stay
To good things, I'm movin' ahead
I'm tired of dyin' an' I'm livin' instead

Once in a while I'll wake up
Wonderin' why we gave up?
But once in a while
Comes and it fades away

The sun's up and lightin' the sky
I never could see it, it just passed me by
Good things keep movin' along
I'm not lookin' backward for something that's gone

Once in a while I'll wake up
Wonderin' why we gave up?
But once in a while
Comes and fades away

I don't know what love is? I'm selfish and lazy
And when I get scared, I can act like I'm crazy
When I think of your kisses, I'm still gonna smile
I'm still gonna miss you once in a while

Once in a while I'll wake up
Wonderin' why we gave up?
But once in a while
Comes and it fades away

Good things keep movin' ahead
I'm tired of dyin', I'm livin' instead

 

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trance.

owhh ...

how i missed those loud music pumping through my ears.

Beats of the drum overlapping with my heartbeat.

those strings of bass, 

ohh. I missed those feelings.
dumm .. dummm ... dummm .. dummm .. 

that actually make me feel alive.

those jumping and screaming and singing out loud.

those sweaty shirts and colliding audience.

(including those who are in **&*^)

spotlight flickering. smokescreen everywhere.

yeah. it was fun.

It was nice till we sat together and laughed as we recalled what we did.

Lepaking at near mamak stall, milo ais teh o ais, roti naan.

how I missed it so much.

Well.

there is this group that really much resembles on what I've been pictured above.

The Arcade Fire.

Totally typical british music band. and it is good to listened with.

one of their music video really make my heart pumped! and saying yes ! I wanted to go wild (in a manner of concert-junkies!) again !.

yeah. and it true.

I want to become like that again.

I wanted to be in trance again.

I want the feel the ecstasy again.

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This earphone and mp3 no longer satisfy me.

Call me devil, or selfish or what ever you wanted to call me.

that is me.

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Last from me, Arcade Fire.
their latest album is quite good!
The Suburbs was the name of the album. (I thinks so).

enjoy.

I Want To Be King of Anything !!

I still cant get my grip on the right place, yet.

This head, body doesn't seems to be synchronize to the rhythm that my heart transmits.

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Asking my friends about their opinion, one of the opinion really stood up beyond all those messages.

"I am not self motivated anymore. I felt like I'm useless, feeling down and idiot sometimes ... "

said me.

She asked me those question. What me feel that way.

"If you feel unmotivated, MAKE! yourself motivated! ..."

"If you feel like an idiot, there's an idiot that WISH to be good as you ... "

"If you think that you are uninspired to learn, there's someone STRUGGLING to learn and don't get the chance to learn like you do! ... "

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That is why I like to asks my friends for motivations. Sometimes they will make you realize that there is something out there, that you accidentally miss-watched or forgotten. 

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Look for friends that has been through lots of hardship or someone who know how to hit the hard spot at the back of your mind.

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To be frank, I am quite relieved that she wrote that to me. Really hit me on the face.

All this time I was thinking what a road has I walked onto.

At least I am trying to stand on my two feet back.

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Time to delete all those sorrow songs that I've been listening.

I want to be King of Anything ! Not Nothing!