My Heart Compartment Is Empty. []

Empty.

Empty.

and

Empty.

I have been suffered with this feeling since day one I entered my 2nd year medical school.

I have no heart to study.

I have no heart to social.

I have no heart to start clinical studies.

I have no heart to do assignment.

I have ho heart to do anything.

and that really bugged me.

I have bought all the potions, magic books and wand to start motivate myself.

and it does not work.

All the magic  that I had cast upon myself too does not work.

Why am I feeling this way ?.

I really don't know why.

too much has happened this past 2 months.

If I go and telling it one by one, It only causes me to be in deep cold emptiness.

I need  psychologist.

I need to know what my mind is thinking right now.
Even I, myself cant decipher my brain.

I tend to space out lots of time lately.

Ignoring people.

Ignoring my works and responsibilities.

I'm a really sad being.

Sad enough and not being able to cry any more.

I am more like a doll.

no reaction.

no emotion.

no movement.

just static and unable to function as human.

All I can see in my eyes is emptiness.

and not to mentioned within.

empty.