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background music : Corinne Bailey Rae, Day Dreaming.

Finally ! gaps between two classes !! Ohhh god thank you so much ! I really need some time break !! I woke up tardily late this morning !! around 8.10 in the morning, my classes start at 8.30 am. Darn it! can i make it in time !! i need to shower ! wear my shoe ! arrange my rucksack (well all of my "tools" is in there! (^_^) yikes! !) ... picking up pace and ran all the way to the lecture hall !! im sweating man ! in the morning ?! .. finally reached my 1st class for today at 8.50am.

As soon as i sat down, i couldn't understand anything !! gastrulation ? neuroectoderm ? proliferation of mesencymal cell into the endoderm ? neuro crest ? folding of epiblast ?? non of that make any nonsense to me !! Yeah ! coming late to class really pay you big time !! .. ngee !!Dont come in late .. just come punctually is enough for slowpoke like me ! haha ... 

After the class has finished, putting my head on the table while my hand wondering inside my rucksack searching for that darn schedule.And yeah !! looking at those empty spaces !! thanks to god!! NO CLASSES UNTIL LUNCH TIME !!!

Finally !! I have couples of hour for my brain to go day dream! haaaaaaaaaaah ... Went back to my room, window wide open, let the breeze in, lay down on my bed, listen to my mp3 and listen to calmly jazz songs ... 

so tranquil and relaxing ... a very good day to have my Ramadan relaxingly.

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  Well, the tranquility just ended there.

2.00PM, something they called PPIP, literally relate to study skills on sort. Just major of answering some psychological questions (which I can predict  what the outcome is actually ..)   blahhh ... blahhh ... blaah ... capital B! BORING! .... the doctor referring to deep learning, surface learning and strategic learning...

WHY ??! WHY ??! 

do human have to classified other humans ? is it a MUST ??

cant we just be what we used to be ?? been positively and comfort with ourselves ? the way of our study ??

from my point of view, people who do research on people, trying to understand people in a way, that is just wrong, scientifically study human nature and classifying them is totally selfish!. And the conclusion for the test is referring to whom is a surface learning STUDIES shows that most of them did not succeed in life. OMFG ?? the meaning of succeed is TOTALLY subjective !!!

ahhh ... i am quite f***ed up and overly reacted to those test. everyone has their on perspective. If their studies are genuine and completely related to human and not basically experimented animals (monkeys, rats or rabbits), i will find some space to change of heart.

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Have a nice day dreaming day ! :D